shit stirring
Monday, May 01, 2006
my baby is mad at me because i am the world's most terrible alarm clock O.o
granted i don't take a big fancy to alarm clocks myself. the first impulse i have upon hearing that hellish bell sound is to reach over and heave my alarm clock into any of the four walls around me xD good riddance to that :p
that is why i now wake up to the sound of my cellphone ringtone. i figured it'd be a little more efficient (i.e. cellphones are more precious and would really cost me an arm and leg if i had to replace one every two days) AND you get the occasional bonus of listening to a human voice coaxing you out of bed ;)
depends really... unfortunately, sometimes i end up spending more time in bed lol
as i got the rather angry call from lionel, who was exceptionally pissed off that i didn't wake him because he had to move ;/, we (chris, terry, cina and i) were engaged in the middle of a conversation regarding drama and a matter of punctuality.
it's no big secret that malaysians are irritatingly tardy as fuck regardless of whether it's a personal or business arrangement :p mind you, it's nothing to be proud of and i'm definitely guilty of being tardy myself sometimes xD
i think the conversation got so remarkably noisy and foul-mouthed (yours truly contributing 80% of the vulgarities) the group of people besides us was smiling uncomfortably as we looked at them just as we got up to leave lol :p
young kids nowadays, eh? ;)
anyway, the other thing contributing to obscene level of noise was the issue of drama.
call it what you like but we all love drama. the good, the bad, the complicated, the scandalous, whatever! drama is entertainment, amirite? ;)
i mean, to a point it's almost unavoidable because we're faced with having to make decisions and choices every hour of the day be it life-threateningly crucial or not which in-turn could and/or will affect a bigger part of things.
of course, granted it's a tad bit more interesting if it's drama about someone else O.o
although i would say i'm more the confrontational type (depending on the issue ^^;), terry is a bigger shit stirrer than i am lol :p add to that an overly active imagination... he reeks potential movie director and/or script writer xD
or gossip magazine column writer ;)
a small bit of our "drama" conversation went into how your friends are more important than your girl/boyfriend >.< terry said something along the lines of "friends over boyfriend right?" (easy for you to say punk, we'll wait till you get hooked up :p) and i think chris laughed pointing out "omg sean's the champion, she completely forgot about lionel and panicked asking for the time when he called"
ow lol -_-
which brings me to: i'm a terrible girlfriend :/
i'll make it up to you though, i promise <3
i realize at times my priorities are illogically skewed... or i could just be using big fancy words to smooth over what a bloody scatterbrain i am ;p
yes, a little more brain capacity would've enabled me to avoid a big chunk of stress a month ago but i would've also missed out on an opportunity of ah, discovery ^^;
i don't know really, if it weren't for some of the less brlliantly thought out things i've done in my life (i.e. bad-planning and rash decisions), i may never have had the opportunity to learn, grow from them and be the person i am now ^^;
i'm not saying i'm great or i've become this magnificent being. i am sure i've managed to step on some toes accidentally along the way (although i try not to! ^^;) but i love myself and it's taken me a long time to do that. it's somewhat poignantly sad that a certain person who gave me the little extra boost of love, confidence and encouragement (sincere or not) chose to, for lack of a better description, disappear.
it's not as easy as it sounds but i believe everyone should have a little and then some self-love and respect too--not to the point you're narcissistic and you sit on an imaginary pedestal of course :) if you're able to love yourself (in moderation lol), the people around you will see that afterglow and they won't be afraid to love you too ^^;
they say a wise person learns from another's mistake.
so far, almost every awkward situation i've landed myself into has one way or another, had some form of divine intervention. no, it goes a little further than dumb luck lol :x
i am very grateful that perhaps someone up there loves me ^^;
and that the people i love are watching over me as i am loving and watching over them every day :)
my baby is mad at me because i am the world's most terrible alarm clock O.o
granted i don't take a big fancy to alarm clocks myself. the first impulse i have upon hearing that hellish bell sound is to reach over and heave my alarm clock into any of the four walls around me xD good riddance to that :p
that is why i now wake up to the sound of my cellphone ringtone. i figured it'd be a little more efficient (i.e. cellphones are more precious and would really cost me an arm and leg if i had to replace one every two days) AND you get the occasional bonus of listening to a human voice coaxing you out of bed ;)
depends really... unfortunately, sometimes i end up spending more time in bed lol
as i got the rather angry call from lionel, who was exceptionally pissed off that i didn't wake him because he had to move ;/, we (chris, terry, cina and i) were engaged in the middle of a conversation regarding drama and a matter of punctuality.
it's no big secret that malaysians are irritatingly tardy as fuck regardless of whether it's a personal or business arrangement :p mind you, it's nothing to be proud of and i'm definitely guilty of being tardy myself sometimes xD
i think the conversation got so remarkably noisy and foul-mouthed (yours truly contributing 80% of the vulgarities) the group of people besides us was smiling uncomfortably as we looked at them just as we got up to leave lol :p
young kids nowadays, eh? ;)
anyway, the other thing contributing to obscene level of noise was the issue of drama.
call it what you like but we all love drama. the good, the bad, the complicated, the scandalous, whatever! drama is entertainment, amirite? ;)
i mean, to a point it's almost unavoidable because we're faced with having to make decisions and choices every hour of the day be it life-threateningly crucial or not which in-turn could and/or will affect a bigger part of things.
of course, granted it's a tad bit more interesting if it's drama about someone else O.o
although i would say i'm more the confrontational type (depending on the issue ^^;), terry is a bigger shit stirrer than i am lol :p add to that an overly active imagination... he reeks potential movie director and/or script writer xD
or gossip magazine column writer ;)
a small bit of our "drama" conversation went into how your friends are more important than your girl/boyfriend >.< terry said something along the lines of "friends over boyfriend right?" (easy for you to say punk, we'll wait till you get hooked up :p) and i think chris laughed pointing out "omg sean's the champion, she completely forgot about lionel and panicked asking for the time when he called"
ow lol -_-
which brings me to: i'm a terrible girlfriend :/
i'll make it up to you though, i promise <3
i realize at times my priorities are illogically skewed... or i could just be using big fancy words to smooth over what a bloody scatterbrain i am ;p
yes, a little more brain capacity would've enabled me to avoid a big chunk of stress a month ago but i would've also missed out on an opportunity of ah, discovery ^^;
i don't know really, if it weren't for some of the less brlliantly thought out things i've done in my life (i.e. bad-planning and rash decisions), i may never have had the opportunity to learn, grow from them and be the person i am now ^^;
i'm not saying i'm great or i've become this magnificent being. i am sure i've managed to step on some toes accidentally along the way (although i try not to! ^^;) but i love myself and it's taken me a long time to do that. it's somewhat poignantly sad that a certain person who gave me the little extra boost of love, confidence and encouragement (sincere or not) chose to, for lack of a better description, disappear.
it's not as easy as it sounds but i believe everyone should have a little and then some self-love and respect too--not to the point you're narcissistic and you sit on an imaginary pedestal of course :) if you're able to love yourself (in moderation lol), the people around you will see that afterglow and they won't be afraid to love you too ^^;
they say a wise person learns from another's mistake.
so far, almost every awkward situation i've landed myself into has one way or another, had some form of divine intervention. no, it goes a little further than dumb luck lol :x
i am very grateful that perhaps someone up there loves me ^^;
and that the people i love are watching over me as i am loving and watching over them every day :)
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I want to swing! And by swing, I mean Lindy. You perverts.
It's tough. Everyone here just wants to Salsa. I won't disagree that Salsa is one hell of an enticing dance, but the shallow-minded fucks here are too busy worried about how good they look (or how good their partner make them look etc etc) instead of actually dancing and having fun. Boys, you know you're one of the shallow assholes if you've only asked a girl to dance because she's hot (even though she's got two left feet) and you ask the butt ugly/average-looking ones to dance ONLY if they're damn good at what they do... then honestly, you don't really deserve to dance, period.
She's the picture, you're the frame. It's your job (or rather, leading ability) to make her look good.
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