5am: haphazardly me

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

i have no idea where my baby is O.o

actually, nobody knows where he is. wow, at least we all now know that your cellphone is most useful when it's turned off and pretty handy as something to lob at your neighbour's dog.

i am too DAMN PISSED OFF to be worried.

you'd better not fall off the face of earth or so help me god, hell will seem like paradise compared to where i'll be sending you to.

however, apparently wow is more important than letting people who WORRY about you know that you're alive. so yeah, go fuck yourself and die in a fire.

anyway, seeing that i'm on a roll, someone did mention that my blog speaks about how not feminine i am. about how much rage and angst i exude--which ultimately speaks alot about my personality.

so i said: *with deadpanned expression* do i look like i care?

and: SERIOUSLY, does this look like a dating service to you? :p does it even look like a personality match? (if you think it is, you are clearly mistaken and should be at eharmony instead) it's my blog for fuck's sake. i write to vent for the most part and i move along.

how is it that the concept of venting and moving along is so difficult to understand?

nico is still in town. unfortunately, i don't have the time to entertain him this week as i actually have work to do. yep ;/

although, i really don't want to be expected to entertain for a total of 10 days. i mean, 3 to 4 days of my undivided albeit lost attention as a friend to go walk about is still sane. after that, maybe an hour or two every other day (life schedule hello?) ^^; beyond that just becomes unnatural O.o

i mean, i'm your FRIEND and that's that. there is only so much i can do because there other things in my life i have to deal with. hrm, even if *i* did go visiting, a tour guide and would be fun but i'd still want my privacy after abit ^^;

besides, there's a reason i told him to stay in kl :P
i.e. go explore yourself... at least, that's what the majority of the ang mohs who come here on vacation have a tendency to do.

at this point, mark (whom i'm talking to via msn) says "yea, get a hooker like everyone else" LMAO :p

on the bright side, at least we know what mark will be doing when/if he comes to south-east asia xD <3

walking around petaling street this past sunday afternoon reminded me of why i never go out in the afternoons.
it's hot, sticky and absolutely dirty. a bus that passes by and constantly farts dense, black smog can only shorten your life span by a year or two... oh yeah, that and give your facial therapist a nightmare or two when you go in for a consult -_-

i crashed after i got home from the course today (it's more yesterday than today actually)... which explains why i'm wide awake and blogging at 5am :p the only thing i hate more than having to wake up while attending these courses is the vast, immense amount of food made available :(

my weighing scale is going to cry when i step on it by the end of this week :P

guess i'll go cuddle up with one of my smutty novels and a cup of hot tea before i have to go for the second half of the course today O.o

it is going to be a long day :x

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